This morning I decided to stop practicing insanity–that is, doing the same things but expecting different results. Instead of my usual ritual of waking up, peeing, going downstairs to my computer, logging onto Facebook, turning on the television and writing myself countless notes; I decided to revisit my blogs. What I found disturbed me greatly. It seems that several years passed since I posted a fresh idea. This fact has many implications. Where did this time go?
- I reflected briefly on what excuses I could offer myself that would be believable to me. The list was short. I decided to blame ‘writer’s block’. That seemed as good an excuse as any for my lack of motivation for written self-expression in over two years until I heard a small voice in my head and heart exclaim, “That’s bs, Vanessa! Writer’s write–period.